Unless you suffer from depression, I feel confident in saying that you will never fully understand it. Lying around unable to do anything is not anyone's idea of fun, productive life. The feeling of being unable to
participate in even the most day to day tasks is humiliating and angering. Pointing out that a person is physically able to do these many things in question does not make it any more likely or easy. Sometimes things just need to run their course in their own time, however hard that is to admit. Time cures things that willpower can't. And it's not about willpower in the first place. Willpower implies a lack of desire to make things better. If all it took was a desire to make things better, there would be not a single case of depression in the world. NO ONE likes being depressed and would do anything to change it. You can't understand that unless you live with it.
The examination of my mental "issues" and their recurring impact on my life.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Not everything has a reason
Sometimes a bad day is just a bad day. Asking me why it's bad doesn't make it suck any less for me. A lot of these times, I am in no mood to analyze my mood or feelings. It's not about you, it's about me and I don't feel like sharing my pissed-off-ness. Please accept that. There are times you simply don't need to know.
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