A continuation of the suck

Another chapter in the ongoing fight with mental issues. Note I don't call it an illness. I don't think that these episodes of human weakness equal being sick. I think that all of us have inside us the capability of going bat-shit, some of us are just more prone to it. I admit that I have issues I need to deal with and will deal with them. Being harangued into actions that I'm not comfortable with will most likely result in frustration for all. I am very aware of my need to get counseling and to work on some program of recovery and renewal. I would appreciate a little respect and common courtesy when discussing my "options". When none of them sound good to me at first blush, chances are I simply need time to digest the idea. I'm not discounting things out of hand, I just want time to think about it. I know, I know, thinking hasn't really been a strong suit for me, but this is just the way my mind works. I can't change that overnight.